So Saturn, as if this were his last chance before leaving Pisces forever, decides to wait for him at the one place he must pass. Right at the exit of the sign, where there\u2019s no turning off, no detour. And he raises a thick, heavy wall of fog, hiding inside it everything Mars in Sagittarius never wanted to see, let alone carry:<\/p>\n
– the shame over parents he wanted to escape as far as possible\u2014
\n– the shame he turned into contempt because it was easier than admitting he\u2019d abandoned them
\n– the tears of all the women he showered with false promises and left waiting
\n– the loneliness of friends he ran farthest from whenever things got really hard for them
\n– the sadness of a son who watched him leave and never understood why
\n– the pained look of a daughter at every \u201cnot now,\u201d \u201cleave me alone,\u201d \u201clater\u201d that never came
\n– the betrayals he hid behind excuses of \u201cneeding change,\u201d which were knives in the backs of those who trusted him
\n– disappearing in the middle of the night
\n– lies about feelings
\n– promises he called \u201cplans\u201d but never intended to keep<\/p>\n
\u2026and into it he breathed the scent of that old room where the vase fell and shattered with a sound that never echoed again. Only fear lingered in the air, and the eternally frozen moment of a boy with eyes full of tears that stayed there forever, because he understood that some things can never be fixed or replaced.<\/p>\n
And Mars in Sagittarius, galloping proudly on his horse, thinking how he could survive anything and that freedom is forever the most important thing, when\u2014CRASH! As if someone had yanked the ground from under him. He lay there, stunned by pain, when he sensed someone nearby. A small silhouette knelt beside him. Face wet, voice trembling, the boy spoke as if pleading for his life: \u201cBut I\u2019m not that bad\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n Mars looked at him and felt something worse than the physical pain already lodged in his bones. It was a massive tsunami crashing from within\u2014a mix of hatred and love, rage and pity, and overwhelming disgust, because he hated him with every fiber. He hated him for being weak, for being scared, for staying to face punishment, for being guilty. He hated him for looking at him now with those warm eyes full of kindness, nothing like his own\u2014long dried out by anger and lies. He hated him for forcing him to see that he\u2019d left him completely alone, betrayed him, lied to him, done nothing but run from him. That because of him he\u2019d had to become hard, strict, soulless, impervious to any vulnerability. He wanted to stand up and ride on before this little shadow destroyed his entire life, the whole world he\u2019d built for himself\u2014a world whose border was called \u201cDo not come closer, do not touch!\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n But the boy reached out his hand and revealed what had been hidden inside the vase \u201cso no one would know,\u201d what he\u2019d wanted to throw away that cursed day. To get rid of it. To stop carrying the secret. But things went wrong\u2026 And then Mars screamed in agony. An arrow of guilt and conscience pierced him along his spine. Every bone, every muscle convulsed; he thought there was no escape from the flood of mercy he felt\u2014for himself\u2014for the first time ever. Through tears he whispered, \u201cI\u2019m not bad at all\u2026\u201d Broken by the fall and by a tenderness utterly foreign to him, he turned to look at him one more time\u2014but he was gone.<\/p>\n The boy vanished like the shadow he\u2019d been fleeing, and instead of the panic that would normally follow\u2014Mars felt enormous relief that first confused him, then made him laugh out loud, freer than ever, when he understood why!<\/p>\n The boy wasn\u2019t angry with him. He had simply been waiting for him all along.<\/em><\/p>\n \u201cIncredible<\/em>,\u201d he murmured, because in that moment he realised something Saturn at the end of Pisces had saved as his final, most precious gift.<\/p>\n When you truly forgive yourself\u2014deep, real forgiveness that asks no one\u2019s permission\u2014suddenly it becomes completely unimportant what anyone else will say.<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n Will they love you? Now that he loves himself\u2014he no longer needs others to love him in his place. He no longer has to run around the world begging everyone he meets to tell him what he couldn\u2019t tell himself.<\/p>\n He doesn\u2019t have to flirt to hear \u201cYou\u2019re the one!\u201d Some will stay hurt, and some will forget him. And that\u2019s all right. That\u2019s their pain, which he no longer has to carry for them. Just like you.<\/p>\n As Mars in Sagittarius vanished into the distance for the first time truly free, Saturn at the end of Pisces brushed the dust off himself and began preparing a new trap\u2026 soon Venus in Sagittarius will pass this way too. He put his hands on his hips and sighed deeply\u2026<\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" That thrill you’re feeling—the surge of energy mixed with a bitter taste, as if you’ve just bitten off the head of your guilty conscience and nailed it to the nearest tree so it can’t haunt you anymore—that’s because of the square Mars in Sagittarius is making with Saturn at the very end of Pisces. You wouldn’t slow down now for anything in the world; you just want everything to get out of your way so you don’t have to brake, pause, wait. Impatience cranked to the maximum, while accidents, falls, incidents, breakages, traffic collisions, arrests, hospitals—they just keep piling up…. <\/p>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/astroremix.rs\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/freepik__upload__68061-300x300.jpeg\")
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\nThe boy hadn\u2019t chased him to punish him.
\nThe boy held no grudge for being left alone.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
\nWill they trust you again?
\nWill you matter to them?
\nWill they understand you?<\/p>\n
\nHe doesn\u2019t have to fight and insult others to hear \u201cI forgive you!\u201d
\nHe doesn\u2019t have to stay in flight to convince himself he\u2019s free
\nHe doesn\u2019t have to look back to see if anyone\u2019s waiting in order to prove his worth
\nHe doesn\u2019t have to chase titles and \u201cbig things\u201d so he won\u2019t remain \u201csmall\u201d<\/p>\n
\nBecause Saturn in Pisces never demanded that Mars become perfect in the eyes of the world. He only asked him to become honest with himself. To stop fearing the mirror. Then others cease to be judges of your worth. They become ordinary people with their own flaws, wounds, choices.<\/p>\n